preamble

The pouring rain outside the window impelled me to write after a long time. When I started this blog, it was more of a silent protest than a real blog. Since then, I have been thinking whether to go on with it or simply give up and get back into my shell. Well, the penchant for expression got the better of me and here I am starting a new phase. This blog is not structured, methodical and well thought out. It is just a means of letting me. Life can be so restrictive at times with all its rules, systems and calendars. I was often stuck midways between two extremes. It is so laborious to take a radical decision and then even harder to stick to it. Often I found, that extra ounce of courage was lacking in me somewhere deep down. Thankfully writing can destroy barriers and create new space. For the moment I am in a state of suspended animation, trying to feel my way through a dark tunnel. I am trying to chisel out an abstract space which fits my mental grid.

~ by thewildone on March 12, 2008.